Divinity's Epistle

As I pondered the story of the man at the Pool of Bethesda, I imagined his 38-year wait. The "healing move of God" at the time relied on an angel stirring the waters, and the first person to enter would be healed. Suddenly, another man approached, asking if he wanted to get well. "But no angel is here. Why is this man reminding me of my helplessness?" the man must have thought. But then, two fascinating thoughts crystallized in my heart as I pondered. Want to hear? This man had grown accustomed to an angel's intervention. He was used to the angel of God so much so that when he saw the God of the angel, he couldn't recognize Him.  So I began to cry,"Oh God, may I not be locked up in a stereotypic way You've always moved that I fail to open up to the other dimensions of You". It's so easy to be in the MOVE of GOD and miss the GOD of the MOVE Meanwhile, what happened to the pool after that man was healed? Have you ever asked? It mo...

Are You satisfied with my sacrifice? Are You satisfied with me? If there is any other thing that You want from me I will give to You until You're satisfied  That was the song I found myself singing as I sat up in bed that morning. It's been a long night. A long night of lessons. A long night of repentance.  What was I repenting of? ______________________________________________ I had just come back from an outreach. It was a long day but who else deserves the best of my day if not Jesus? Seeing men turn their hearts to the Lord is my greatest desire. As I laid down on the bed, I began to recall how the Lord started with me. Giving my heart to the Lord Jesus at a tender age of 7, being filled with the Holy ghost at age 11, I have not had a reason to turn back.  I wasn't the kind of person who only loved Jesus in my heart. You can't stay close to me and not hear about Jesus from me. I know I've made sacrifices for the Lord. I've missed lectures, endured hardships,...

"To think that you'll be up, bouncing and basking in the Holy Ghost every day is a mirage. To think that you'll be going all out, having those eye-wetting, cold-sweating, and surge of emotions for the Lord after 10 years is also a mirage. You see, as you grow in these things, you'll get familiar with some of these things. It happens to everyone," Sola concluded. "Hmm... It makes a little more sense right now. As I looked at that my journal from when I first met the Lord, I began to feel guilty. I saw how very zealous I was back then. I was beginning to ask the Lord to restore my fire. However, hearing this explanation, I think it answers my questions. I think I was just being nostalgic about those days," I said. "Don't feel bad dearie. You see, I've paid my dues in this christian race. The fastings, prayers, evangelism, and givings have stored up great bounties for me. The days of evangelism and protracted prayers are gone. It happens to eve...